im irritated.
beyond irritation.
wads the use of a testimonial thats totally fake?
if it sings your praises to the sky and so much of it is distorted wads the bloody use?
just cos you have eloquent english.
"well received and respected by her teachers and peers"
bullshit.
you are so FAKE i cant stand you.

we've been here before.

and aniwae im so crazy about everything they are driving me up the wall.
stupid Yeo CH, just cos peipei wasnt listening.
she scolded all 8 of us infront of the other 3 classes.
and so much math.
and stupid SHARI NG sitting next to me (from 4/1 btw) goes" ive finished all my math papers... nothing to do..."
and i feel pressurised.
=/ im getting complacent and despite all the wakeup calls ive been getting from teachers i dont seem to be working hard.
i need to start desperately on bio and comb humans if i want my A.
we're not even talking about an A1 here.
id just die, i know, if im going HC for 1st 3 mths then getting kick out.
God, i wish i knew a way to motivate myself.
dangle that carrot infront.
sigh.
ive been screaming alot lately.
at people and things (this is weird i know) and all.
im scared shitdead of lots of things.
sigh. i MUST work hard... how im not on task and all.

its driving you off the edge?
i fell over some time ago.